What's Happening In My Life

It feels like a thousand years since I last posted here. I don't know why but I developed an inexplicable aversion to posting. It started feeling like a chore that I didn't want to do. And that's kind of sad because posting here is something that I used to feel really passionate about. But then it just got a little frightening all of a sudden and I gave up on it completely. I think one of the things that was stopping me from posting here was the fact that I wanted my blog to be absolutely perfect. I wanted it to be something I had envisioned it to be for such a long time. But having that mindset and running after perfection didn't do me any good. It just made me feel hopeless and unmotivated.
But for the past few weeks I just can't stop thinking about it. I think I really strongly wish to write and that suppressing this need would only make me feel sad. I post on my Instagram page almost daily and get such a positive response from all of you lovely people, but posting there has to be accompanied by photos and sometimes I don't feel like doing that at all. So I have decided to come back here and post whatever I feel like posting without really caring about it being beautiful or perfect. I think it just has to be me. Nothing else.
For starters, I'm going to tell you guys what I'm upto these days. I'm basically reading loads and loads. I enjoy that very much but at the same time, it tires me so much. May be it's because of the kind of stuff I get to read. I don't really know. But I feel super happy and accomplished after having a good reading session every day as well. The feeling is so gratifying. It feels like you're doing something to nourish your brain every day and that feels absolutely amazing. But you know what, at the end of the day I feel so very drained and don't feel like talking to anyone or doing anything. For this very reason I'm soon going to take a little break from it and then start afresh after some time.
My plans for this blog are really exciting though. I wanna post about all sorts of different topics and just have fun with it. I have made a little list for all the topics I have in mind too. I'll hopefully start doing real fun posts on them soon!  I'm not making any commitments though. It's just what I wanna do and hope to achieve it some time really soon.

Hope you guys enjoyed this little update from me. Stay tuned for more! xx